I don’t believe I
have ever met anyone that doesn’t believe in Angels. There are stories about them, poems about
them and movies have been made about them.
There are also accounts and testaments by many about being saved by them
when something extremely traumatic has happened in their lives. I have also noticed that most people are
comfortable talking about angels and most have a story somewhere along their
path.
I do believe in
Angels and ask for their help and guidance every day after thanking Father God,
Mother Earth and Jesus for the light, love and teachings for us to learn from. I am very thankful to all light beings and
ascended masters.
However; if you talk
about life after physical death most people can’t even look you in the eye, they
will change the subject, become uncomfortable and there are others that do
believe but rather not talk about it.
Since my son’s
transition on 04-06-11 it is at the top of my list to discuss and hence the
reason I have been compelled to blog about my life after my son’s physical death
and visits from my Jeremy.
Jeremy wants to
give encouragement to all the moms who have lost sons and daughters to the war; he
wants to bring peace to dads and comfort to the siblings who have lost their
best friend. He wants to reach all the
parents no matter how your child came to transition. He wants you to know that your children do
live on and are in a beautiful peaceful and joyful land of love.
I sense Jeremy’s presence
a lot but as time has passed I believe that he has become busy with his “spiritual
duties and teachings”; I am not receiving as many intense visits as I did in the
beginning. I believe for one: that it is because I have to learn to come to
terms with his transition on my own and learn from this trauma and two: he has ascended and has much to learn. However; I always feel his connection with me
from my heart and I hear him when I need to.
He says often to me “I am here Mom”.
The dark hours after
Jeremy’s transition I honestly wasn’t sure if my body and mind were going to
survive such tragedy. It would have been
much easier on me if I had gone instead or with my son. But, I knew from the inception that a pack
had been made and I was not only going to learn to endure and survive, but I
have something very real and important to learn from the processing of our
tragedy in the form of living my life again; finding the new normal.
Jeremy taught me to
not stay in Midnight, he then taught me to not go to Midnight and I am now
learning to move forward and not be as paralyzed by his leaving our world and
returning Home.
I have done much
reading from many authors regarding the supernatural spirit realm. They all differ one from the other on various
points and ideas, but they are all adamant in life after physical death; the
Spirit Realm.
I can only add to
that my life experience and nothing else.
I have shared my turmoil and pain but more importantly I have shared the
light that has been giving me to find my way out of the darkest Midnight I have
ever encountered.
More importantly than
that; I have shared my son’s visits, encouragement, the care he has given me
and his wisdom to help pull me through.
I have seen his golden energy which was absorbed into me to give my body
assistance, I have dreamt of him and he is always happy and on several
occasions I have met him in the spirit realm and have felt my spirit return to
my body and I even got to hug him once and felt his physical body hugging me
back. It has been sensational and
beautiful and I have been very thankful for Jeremy’s visits and guidance.
I share this to say;
if we can grasp the concept that there is life after physical death then we
will not just endure and survive our children leaving before us we will find a
way to even celebrate that they do live on and we will get to see them again!!!
They wish more than
anything for us to be able to go forward and accept the gift of life and continue
to learn what it is we set out to accomplish in the Spirit Realm after being borne
into this world.
We have our own
private journeys which now entails the survival skills and enlightenment that
accompanies our children’s transition to share, to grow from and to let our
higher self be free to soar with knowledge and understanding and see our
children in the Light.
In love and
understanding,
Sandra xx
Proud Mom of Ssgt.
Jeremy D. Smith, USMC, 03-09-85 – 04-06-11
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