Independence Day was
a lot harder on me than I expected it to be.
I am still recovering from the absence of my son in the physical realm
and how nice it would have been to come together as a family and celebrate.
I did take my Yorkie
for a wee swim. She loves to swim and I
felt that Jeremy coaxed me to take her; of course I enjoyed it too. I did hot dogs in honor of Jeremy and the
swim because he wanted me to take a dip.
It did help my mood considerably.
Yesterday, however; I
couldn’t help but to think over and over that what I seem to have left in life
right now is memories. My entire family
lives somewhere else and it seems I have been saying bye to everyone for years
and the finality of the physical realm of saying goodbye to my son drives this
home even harder.
Well, as a family we
did not get the opportunity to say bye to Jeremy. There was really no closure. I don’t relish the idea him being marked as the
first man to be killed by a drone – but that is the legacy that is left the family. I asked the Houston Chronicle to please do an
article about Jeremy the man, Jeremy the Marine and they did so – it was a
beautiful article.
I am looking out the
window as I share with you. What I have
done today to nourish my soul and broken heart is to find life in everything I
look upon; trees, birds, squirrels, flowers.
This helps me to focus on life and in focusing on life it helps me to
remember that Jeremy is alive. When I
focus on his transition it keeps me in the now, the present and pivots me to
the spiritual realm where the light is; this light never goes out. The spirit realm is full of light, love and
vibrational energy of life.
I will try to remain
in this vibration today and keep myself aligned with the Light Source for it is
where the healing is as well.
I am reminded also
today that our real time on planet Earth is not the same in the nonphysical
realm; I must learn to be patient and concentrate not just on finishing my
journey, but doing so with a heart and soul aligned with Spirit.
In love and
understanding,
Sandra xx
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