I have often wondered
how it is that I am so connected to my son after his transition into the Spirit
world, the other side of the veil; his nonphysical form. The connection is very strong and I cannot
tell you how it has literally kept me going forward. I have said many times that I want Jeremy and
my daughter to be proud of how I manage myself, although with this kind of
anguish as a parent you know that it is all you can do from totally shutting
down. Again, Jeremy has been my guardian
angel and has helped me one step at a time even though one step may go
backward; he is always there to help me “keep moving”.
However; I keep
returning to the thought that such a strong connection is similar to the
umbilical cord; it is as though we are still attached in a spiritual way. At times I can almost feel it from my heart
into the spiritual realm. I have sensed
this connection on several levels spiritually with my son and it is as though
it never leaves me. I also have felt the
oneness of energy with Mother Nature; the trees, the birds; our beautiful
universe. However; this connection is
special as in “blood is thicker than water” in the physical realm.
With that said, I
have pondered the connection as mother and child; caring and nurturing Jeremy
for nine months and bonding with him even while in my tummy, birthing him and
actually seeing the cord connected from my physical body to his small physical
body. It is still a miracle to me even
after twenty-six years.
I read of this spiritual
connectedness that others have had spiritually and understand it only through
my own perception and my own spiritual experiences and I believe that is the
only way to truly understand; in that it being my spiritual experience.
I was referred to a
book by Deepak Chopra, “The Essential”, “Spontaneous
Fulfillment of Desire” series and “Synchrodestiny”
that contain experiments done at the Chopra Center that I would like to
share with you.
Before launching into
the experiments I would like to refresh my thoughts regarding the energy that I
have seen of Jeremy – once his golden energy was moving so fast it were as
though it was still, glimpses of him, sensing his presence, hearing his voice
and sensing the connectedness of energy we have together and with the Universe
and being one with the Universal Mind and Spirit, one with God. His watching me through the night and keeping
me safe, sending help my way when I have needed outside help, these special
experiences have become an everyday experience with him and though there are
times his presence is not as strong as other times; I know he is with me.
Chopra states to
think of the Universe as one huge single organism, speaks of us feeling the
effects of the sun in circadian rhythms, and gravitational effects of the sun
and moon on the earth causing ocean tides and living in “synchrodestiny” with
the world; our earth. He uses examples
as to how birds fly in sync and fish swim in sync without a moment’s hesitation
they turn in perfect synchronization and harmony. There are matters and objects that are solid
and have boundaries but yet when broken down to the atoms and energy nothing is
really solid. He speaks of atoms,
photons and that the physical world “as we experience it is governed by
immutable laws of cause and effect”.
This reference is in regards to what he calls the Physical Domain, Level
1. However; the other domain he refers
to as the Quantum Domain, Level 2 and is one I have been most interested in.
And I quote: “At the
second level of existence everything consists of information and energy. This is called the quantum domain. Everything at this level is insubstantial,
meaning that it cannot be touched or perceived by any of the five senses. Your mind, your thoughts, your ego, the part
of you that you typically think of as your “self” are all part of the quantum
domain. These things have no solidity,
and yet you know yourself and your thoughts to be real. Although it is easiest to think of the
quantum domain in terms of mind, it encompasses much more. In fact, everything in the visible universe
is a manifestation of the energy and information of the quantum domain. The material world is a subset of the quantum
world.”
Although there is not
a way for me to express in words that which I perceive he speaks of; yet in my
own little bubble of the world with the spiritual experiences I have had with
my son I know that which is of the quantum level. But I am not a physicist or scientist and all
I can do is journal my life experiences and share these with you.
I would like to as
briefly as possible share a few experimentations performed by Clive Baxter from
the Chopra Center, because for me it gives a glimpse into the perceptions of
how each cell is alive and shows proof of connectedness and although these are
all in the physical realm I believe they cross the veil to the nonphysical
realm.
1)
This experiment was performed by
researcher Cleve Baxter who developed a methodology for studying human cells
that had been isolated from a person’s body.
“One day Clive Baxter was isolating white cells in order to study them; (I
will not go into all the details here to make my point). Mr. Baxter had decided to inflict a small cut
on the back of his hand to see if it would affect his white cells. To do so he had to search for a sterile
lancet on a nearby shelf. When he came
back he glanced at the chart that was recording the electromagnetic activity of
the white blood cells. It had already
registered intense activity among the white blood cells during his search for
the lancet. In other words, his white
cells were reacting to his “intention”
to cut his hand even before he actually inflicted the cut.”
2)
This experiment goes into detail as to
how and why it came about and I rather get more to the point of the experiment,
however; it played itself out with video cameras and tripods in two different
locations for chart recordings, cell collection, and a viewing of a Playboy
magazine which featured Bo Derek “in her nothingness” with Steve in another
room with the magazine. Clive Baxter has
been noted to say “Even as Steve said aloud “I don’t think she’s a ten,” his
white cells in the test tube showed a full-scale reaction, hitting the top and
bottom limit stops on the chart recorder.”
After two full minutes of his electrode cells calmed down. Then, a minute later, when Steve reached over
to reopen the closed magazine, the cells spiked again. Cleve Baxter states, “When Steve experienced
this high-quality observation, knowing the feelings and thoughts of his own
mind, it put an end to any skepticism.”
Cleve
Baxter has performed many similar experiments revealing that the cells of all
biological organisms, including plants and a variety of bacteria, have bio-communication
ability. All living cells have a
cellular consciousness and are able to communicate with other cells of the same
or other species even when they are a distance apart. Moreover, this communication is
instantaneous. Since distance in space
is also distance in time, one could therefore say that events separated from
each other in time, occurring either in the past or in the future, could be
instantly correlated.”
3)
“Field researches observed African
tribes in which mothers have very close relationships with their children,
starting with their unborn babies. At
the moment of conception, the mother will choose a name and then write a song
for her baby. She sings this song
throughout pregnancy, when baby is being delivered the song is sung, neighbors while
visiting the newborn sing the song, the song is sung with every important
milestone, puberty, engagement and wedding and is believed to be such a bonding
anchor it reaches beyond death when sung at the funeral. It creates such an intimate connection that
if the baby is somewhere in the bushes and the mother is out in the fields, if
the baby feels discomfort of any kind, the mother will experience the same
discomfort in her body at that very moment.
Another well-known example of nonlocal communication between mother and
child is the leakage of breast milk when the child cries out with hunger; there
is no doubt in my mind, heart or soul that the connection between me and my
children being one with God is immutable and infinite. There are so many levels of science, quantum
levels, photons, The Big Bang Theory, evolution, life after death experiences
and I just want to share my life experience in hopes that my after-life
experience with my son will bring some hope, open a portal or channel to know
that there truly is no death; that our children live in another dimension
happy, whole and content.
I
will quote once again Eckhart Tolle, “die before you die”, and find there is no
death”.
I
can’t imagine thinking that when your physical body goes back into the dust
that there is nothing else. What point
would there be in life? What truly would
be the point? I am of an age now that I
know that there is no way for me to have enough life experiences in one life
time to get it right spiritually or get it right in the physical realm. I tried to be the best mom ever and I still
made so many mistakes as a human.
As
you can see, I search for answers to my questions and I find them; at least for
me they are more than adequately answered.
I pray you find some of the same comfort in this physical realm as I do
for now with the experiences and other’s knowledge that I share with you.
In
love and understanding,
Sandra
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