I am taking advantage and enjoying the spring
weather we are having in Texas.
Everything is so fresh, clean and beautiful. I am beginning my mantra of thanksgiving and
gratitude as soon as I begin to open my eyes.
I am making a point of strolling outside alone after taking care of my
furry kids and I am striding through my backyard and thanking God for every
beautiful thing I can find and all the beautiful wildlife songs and chirps I
can hear. I am very much focused and
purposefully filling my heart with thanksgiving for the Universe, my family and
my children.
I found a crystal globe of the world that fits in
the middle of my palm; I gave this to Jeremy his first tour with the idea that
even though he was on the other side of the world from me this was a symbol of
us still being connected and always in my heart. I am finding much comfort in making this
globe part of my thanksgiving mantra each morning and am finding throughout the
day it reminds me to be more thankful on a more consistent basis. It is very special to me and a very strong
symbol of my love reaching across the world to Jeremy at all times; and now
through the Universal veil.
I share this because I find that the more my heart
is full of love and thanksgiving for any and everything that I can find to be
thankful for pivots me towards strength, love, acceptance and just that flutter
across my soul level knowing that Jeremy is very much connected; as in one with
the Universal Mind and Love of God and with me.
I have always respected the life of trees, plants
and wildlife; I have always been mesmerized by the moon, stars and
planets. The sun has always been so
healing for me and I have always loved basking in its warmth. It means so much more to me now; for one
Jeremy is my “Sonshine” and has taught me to stay out of “Midnight” and with
each tree, star, moon and sun there is such a powerful connection when I let my
soul be in control of my thoughts and emotions.
I am learning more each day to not let my mind and
thoughts take control of me. I am
learning to turn more on the inside of myself and rely on the inner me for
guidance and direction from my core. I
am listening more at my soul level and I have had on so many occasions love to
be put to a test. When I don’t meet the
criteria; I make sure I take back all the negative thoughts and begin sending out
good intentions, love and begin praying for the best for family, friends and
the world. We need to remember that we
are human, we will have challenges on top of the hardest and most devastating
challenge we face today. We need to allow ourselves to grieve, but I feel if I
can keep my heart and soul in love and acceptance through all of this then I am
stronger than I ever thought I could be.
I have had to work very hard this month to keep my
heart and soul in alignment with God and the Universe because of my son’s
birthday this month and his transition day shortly. It has been for me more challenging and
harder emotionally and in some ways it is like going right back to the
inception of our tragedy but with the knowledge of it.
However; making sure I have a heart of gratitude,
thanksgiving and love makes it so very much easier to survive each day that my
son isn’t with me. I last saw him in
January 2011 and last “heard” from him via text in February 2011. So it seems a lifetime without him already
and these days approaching his transition day are unbearable.
To help bear these harder days I am making sure
that I sleep when I can because some nights are more difficult than others to
get proper rest. I am also making sure I
am staying hydrated and trying to eat foods that are nourishing even if it’s
nuts, fruits, granola, some greens, etc.
This coupled with thanksgiving, gratitude and love filling my soul and
being in alignment with the Spirit is my strength, spiritual power of God which
I am so thankful for the measure of peace and comfort that has been granted me.
I pray that we all find that semblance of peace
and comfort with spiritual strength abound.
In love and understanding,
Sandra xx
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